Another day in wonderland. I haven't given my notice yet at work, nor have I a flight booked to Indonesia and I'm starting to get really nervous about the whole endeavor. My DOS has taken a flight to Europe and I won't be in touch with him for another 2 days. So either I hold tight, or I make the leap of faith and give notice at home and my apartment. Is this normal? Do most jobs overseas start out with this huge amount of trust in a complete stranger that things will be okay. I'm not too concerned about my living arangement, but if I quit my job, and this falls through, then what?!
Okay, deep breath. *sigh* Alright, the panics just set in for a while. Everything will work out if it is meant to do so. Otherwise, the Lord will provide. I just keep remembering that with every period of exhaustion there is an equal and corresponding period of depression going to the weakest point.
I need another promise for the day. I know I am a pearl of GREAT price today.
Blessed be.
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